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Growing up I heard the saying “I’m at my wits end.” I didn’t pay much attention to it then just accepting that it was a part of life. The dictionary definition for the Idiom is:
at (one’s) wits’ end
At the limit of one’s mental resources; utterly at a loss.
I guess I was at my wit’s end about blogging because I was still looking to my mind to direct the show, many of you reminded me it is my heart. I know this, I work with clients with it, and am aware of the need for the mind to be in control, as well it should be, at times. This is not one of those times.
I made the decision growing up being “at my wit’s end was a bad thing. I had learned through our educational system how to fit in and be a good student, citizen, friend, etc. Judement of my self and my actions, became hyper-vigilant to keep me from the fires of hell. As I un-wind the path, that blind following led me down, I see and feel from who I am as a divine part of an incredible universe that many forget living in, is a choice. We were given choice, from the very start. And from the start we also had many distractions to create a very real belief system to tell us being in our mind is the smart, safe thing to do. Being in our heart “can only get you hurt.” I disagree and choose to see judgement, limiting beliefs, and what was created to appear as truth, as not the way to be or go. Be as little children, be what you already are and always have been, but were convinced otherwise, a being vibrating from and as Love.
Thank you everyone for sharing from your core nature, from your love.
One person, previously unknown to me, made a comment on yesterday’s blog and spread a blessing far beyond just me. I thank her for the simple act, of from an open heart, sharing her clarity of knowing what will ultimately heal the world.
It’s been one year since I began this endeavor and allot has changed. The blog is having growing pains. Do I grow here, here, or here. Today is nothing more than ramblings.
I am having a catharsis of sorts, purging of emotional tensions over growing the site.
- What is it’s purpose?
- What are my present goals?
- How do I get anyone to respond?
- What are topics you would like to read about?
I am moving into a place in my internal world that involves making a difference, to me. Our world and the systems we have in place are pre-designed to keep people going around and around in the same rut and behavior. What a concept “think outside the box” and follow up with an action that says to the universe you mean it. Following like sheeple and waiting for the government to solve everything is an option.
Since I missed Photo Friday while I was off celebrating a friend becoming a citizen and helping another friend harvest her garden, here is Scenic Saturday.
Dry Rain
