Oh where oh where has my little blog gone, oh where oh where can it be…
This little ditty came to mind this morning when I thought about writing my blog and I just had to go with it. I had thoughts of this or that to write about but they all became complicated and lost in the maze of my mind.
Sooooo… I went with whimsical. Yes times can get challenging. Yes they can seem to go on forever. Yet a smile and laugh can change it all in an instant.
I asked myself WHY are you straining about getting something written? Then I chose to look for the joy, and dare I say, the levity in my frustration. Yup there it was smack dab in the middle of my wandering through thoughts. Smile, laugh and feel. I impose my schedule on myself about writing and manage to not fulfill my own creation. Or have I? Yes I diddddddddddd. How clever of me.
How often do we set up schedules and expectations that are better left to the freedom of being present in the moment? When I chuckled and fretted over “Oh I am not being creative. Be CREATIVE d#$% it. Oh that worked oh so well. I chuckled, went about my business, had some great things happen in my life like a brand new great niece born on Valentines day.
In singing your own version of “Oh where oh where has my little blog gone” how much stress do you place on yourself that is unnecessary?
When I laughed about what I was feeling and realized the world did not revolve around my every word, nor my blog, only then did I realize that I had created a self imposed prison that I had walked into, locked the door (from the inside. Brilliant.) and hid the key from myself.
Then I found the key. Love my self. And of course laugh, feel joy and be present.
And VOILA, the blog appeared.
Life is full of love. It is loving by nature when we live from the heart. You may think “that’s easy for you to say, your world is not falling apart.” No it is not easy for me to say, and it is not some flip, pie in the sky thinking. Pain may give the illusion of overshadowing the love surrounding you. It may be difficult to see it in the fear based world. It is there in the world that feels its own life force and the power within it. It is there in the power of love. Not a love that is in the mind. But in one that comes from your core self, self love.
If you take a moment to breath deeply in this moment (even if you are mumbling about anything I believe to be true). And in this moment ask Love to come forward in your feelings, in your breath and your awareness. In your breath of life are you aware of a very powerful force that runs through your body? I define this life force as something greater than I am. I define it as the larger picture of I AM, of the Divine. It is also viewed as Universal and Source energy to name a few. In breathing the awareness of this energy as me and in me my feel of it shifts, from my minds perception to my internal self’s knowing. And in that moment I feel a loving vibration of Divine resonance that connects me to a much larger picture of Love, of the great I AM.
Is it any wonder that the worlds awareness of a resonance that is connected and within all things has faded from view. I am not referring to religion being lost in many lives, but to ones own internal knowing of self. To ones accountability to self. And to ones connection and awareness to what they contribute in sending out into the world as their beliefs. Yes God has been taken out of our lives by government. After all we wouldn’t want to be politically incorrect and slight someone who does not believe in God. So lets take God out of society all together. What happened to diversity and personal accountability? Instead we homogenize the world and leave no room for honoring all beings. We bring the focus outside to what might offend someone instead of keeping it inside knowing our self and in the process loving the diverse nature of all individuals and working out differences from love and peace.
SELF LOVE, UNIVERSAL LOVE and SOURCE LOVE are not something we can give away or regulate so as to not offend someone. The return of the awareness of LOVE in you, starts with you and stays within you. What we resonate out into the world from LOVE begins to heal all.
All may appear dark, but love is coming to light in the darkness.
I have been trying to take a picture of a bald eagle since I moved to my home in Montana. It became something I would laugh about when I would call my dad and told him about the latest almost picture.
It started with my waiting in my car while my husband was inside a business in Bozeman. I felt a strong nudge to get my camera out. I ignored it after all I was behind a building in the city. What picture could I possibly want to take. I ignored the urge only to have a bald eagle fly pretty low near the car. So as a joke I took a picture of the space where the eagle had flown threw, basically empty blue sky.It became a joke to tell my dad about the latest almost photo.
One day several bald eagles where in a pasture by the side of the road. I had not taken my camera with me that day.
The next eagle encounter I thought he will never believe this one, but told my dad anyway. I had been driving along Int 90 at 75 mph when an eagle dropped down to my line of vision in my lane and flew in front of me for less than a minute. Something I wouldn’t have believed if I hadn’t seen it with my own eyes. I immediately called my dad on that one. That is after I was able to close my mouth that had been hanging open. My dad has since that call gone into a nursing home in CT. So the spontaneous calls have ended.
So the sighting of the eagle in the tree yesterday was an ooh ooh moment. Maybe I can finally get a picture to send my sister to show my dad. The eagle did not take off as I pulled my truck over to the side of the road I lowered the window, raised my camera and took three photos. This majestic animal received my gratitude as I drove away.
The sweetest part was imagining the smile on my dad’s face when he sees the pictures my sister will show him. 
The Evolution Of Animal Health Care
Schedule Change
Thursday July 23, 2009
5 PM Mountain Time
1-712-432-3100
Animal Communication & Healing
Karen E Nowak
Freedom Reins LLC
Yes, It’s My Turn!
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I wish you all a Happy 4th of July. May we all remember that our independence comes from a place inside of us.
Saturday Announcements
An MP3 of “What Are The Animals Whispering In Our Hearts?” will be available on my web site early next week. The course Reflections: My Animal, My Mirror, My Self (www.freedomreinsllc.com ) begin in August. In order to take advantage of the special and receive a FREE one hour session you must sign up and pay for the course by July 10th. If you have questions about the course please contact me at freedomreins@earthlink.net or 406-326-2192.
The Evolution of Animal Health Care
will be featuring Dr Juliet Getty Phd with a one hour question & answer session on Nurtition for all Life Stages. Dr Getty specializes in horse nutrition. Her new book “Feed A Horse Like A Horse” will be coming out soon. For more information on Dr Getty go to www.gettyequinenutrition.com . July 11th at 11 Am Mountain Time be sure to bring all your horse related questions to the call. This is an exceptional opportunity to have your questions answered by Dr Getty. To sign up for the tele-series go to http://thegentleknowledge.com
